chronic pain

i still have that pinched nerve in my neck. trying to make an appointment with my doctor today because the pain is coloring everything i do all day. i don't know how people with chronic pain don't slit their wrists. i'm a wuss, i guess, because three days of this pain and i'm ready to crawl into bed and pull the covers over my head until the pain goes away (which, according to the research i did on the internet, could be weeks or months.)

shoot.
me.
now.